Real Talk

what is the last thing on your mind when you want to be somewhere else. i cant imagine the freedom we hold inside exposed. i do not want to feel vulnerable, i want to punch life in the face. sometimes i wake up each day scared on the inside i whisper to myself things i don't say. never tell yourself your not good enough the most powerful thing we are born with is our potential. some people go above and beyond their potential but some don't their are people out their crying inside. what does it take to come out of the shell, how much time will it take. my whole life I've been scared. people think I'm strong, maybe on the outside but on the inside i cry. i want to feel wanted, i want people to see me in a way that I'm chasing, but i cant get their. i haven't seen my true self yet, i want to not care what i look like, i want to feel free, i want confidence, something I've searched for my whole life. i believe in myself i know i will come out of this trap on top, but for now I'm still scared. every move i make a million eyes stare at me. i am so grateful for everything in my life i need to appreciate what god has given me more. i love to wake up and attack the day i just wish i didn't worry about myself so much.

travel guide to paris

Person 1: first find enough money to go there first people have these dreams of going there and never gonna happen dude. it takes a bit of cash to go there but in 50 years when you've finally got the money don't waste it go to Paris. when you get there you will probably get into a cheep hotel really far away from the cool stuff. then you will go to a really bad restaurant and eat some snails. then go to a free museum and look at the art the real museums through away but who cares its Paris.

Person 2: whoa that's not accurate when you go to Paris you will probably find inspiration in the mud on the ground Paris is one the most beautiful places on earth and if you get the chance to go there don't do what that other guy explained just get on a plane with no plan and see where your heart takes you. you will stay in the best hotels, eat the best cheese, walk on the most romantic streets. if you do go to Paris treat it like its your last vacation ever.

Person 1: whatever dude

Person 3: wi wi

Person 1: WHAT?

hiking 101

don't pick up a baby cub

thoughts

I remember the first time i went to bed it was the best sleep of my life.

 sometimes I remember the last time my dog ate my food.

 I sit and wait for the future to much when I should be remembering the past.

 the past holds all the good things and bad things that have happened.

 what would we do without memories would we even live.

 Each day would be the same.

 I see the love in memories and the bad things stay there so you know you never want to feel that way again.

I've always remembered things important to me.

 I REMEMBER the truth their is no lying in memories that's why they are so pure I am so grateful for them.

 I LIVE for them.

rules

THERE ARE A CERTAIN AMOUNT OF RULES YOU SHOULD FOLLOW MAYBE YOU SHOULD FOLLOW THEM

HERE'S AN EXAMPLE OF PEER PREASURE


DO IT
DO WHAT?
DO IT
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO
DO IT
OKAY!!!!!!!!


THERE YOU GO BREAKIN THE RULES AINT GOOD

NOW TRY TO READ THIS
THE YGLU NAM DANTEW OT WNOK THE SULER.

instructions

HOW TO FALL DOWN A MOUNTAIN

1. get the latest gear not meant for hiking 
2. find a steep mountain much to steep for your skill
3. decide you're gonna climb it
4. drink some powerade
5. start climbing
6. find the top
7. slip a little not to much
8. head down the mountain 
9. trip on a rock 
10. fall to the bottom 
11. and watch to people not help but stare and say "your crazy"

 THESE INSTRUCTIONS WILL COST YOU

fast dude

this is a awesome poem that i created in 30 seconds.





roses are red violets are tan wait no there not ahhhhh this poem sucks

conversation

1 Hey man whats up?

2. nothing much bro crazy party last night huh

1. yeah it was crazy. dude you have a tat on your back.

2. no way you do to. what does mine say?

1. DUDE what does mine say?

2. AWESOME what does mine say?

1. DUDE what does mine say?

2. AWESOME what does mine say?

1. DUDE but seriously what does it say?

2. AWESOME what does mine say?

1. I already said it.

2. no you didn't.

1. yeah i did.

2. whatever.

1. DUDE wheres my car?

cool Pics

 

I sat in my house for three months hoping that this fire wouldn't make it to my property. IT DIDN'T but the firemen burnt have my property anyway sometimes i wonder. 

 

 

one day i hope i have the chance to hunt a moose

 

sad chair

family

If you only had a few words left to say to your family what would say?

We will be together Forever

story time

I cant stop falling for you

Sometimes i laugh for no reason 

          my life is in the mountains

take a chance and live life

                                                                          hold on to the nearest door

don't let the tunnel slow you
                                                                                               wait for the right show please

                                     lift your head high and scream

                                                                                                          for the love of the hunt

                             take time and think about life

GOOD TIMES

THE GODS NEED ME TO ENTERTAIN THEM

 

 

THEY MUST BE TERRIBLY BORED WITH ALL THE OTHERS

 

 

THE VOICE

once in a while i laugh, once in a while i seem to forget what the word forget means. I always see life as if it 

were a little leaf floating above a skyscraper, why me, why am i the only one. Never again do I want to feel 

that way. Sometimes I forget about my VOICE, I hold on to the many little things that hold and bind me closer to

 nothing. I once thought to myself what is it I am missing and I wondered, I ask my father in heaven pleading 

and fighting myself what must I do, the only thing not working for me was me and my VOICE the most powerful 

god given tool. I find people coming together and falling apart with the hard work of there VOICE. what would 

we be without the VOICE, I never think about the loss of life you would feel. never again, I sat on the floor of 

my bedroom and crumbled my VOICE had done some damage and the wounds you create with the VOICE will 

find themselves digging and cutting so much deeper then a broken bone or the flu. You have to able to tell 

yourself before you tell someone else. "what am I thinking", its kind of weird that people will hurt the ones 

they love most, why, as humans we naturally want to be kind to each other, then why do we hurt. are VOICE

controls the fate of our feelings, stop the devil from talking through you, you don't mean a lot of the things you say.

so next time you see a loved one you may of hurt before use your VOICE to heal a never ending wound that won't 

heal without your love.

the VOICE

Once in a while i laugh, once in a while i seem to forget the meaning of the word forget. i always take life for 

granite and sometimes i get lost in the pressure's of the world that force me to walk a long path of destruction 

that I do not desire. i am my own VOICE i can decide the fate of my feelings i have not felt yet, yet i see the 

love of all the wonderful voices around me working together like they had no tomorrow. why cant i do that, 

me, my voice the most powerful god given tool, the thing that makes and breaks the love and ties we share 

with other voices i know my voice and i see the worst and the best it can produce like a factory with no end, 

like and untied shoe. where is my voice, sometimes i don't know. What do i have to do to be the voice i want 

 to be, mabey run a mile and scream saying why, why my voice why this place why this time, my voice cant 

handle this much i have come to agree with my voice i love that i have of voice. THANK YOU

hiking

me and my friends love to get out and hike as much as we can always trying to find new and exciting places to climb sometimes we go to spots that can be a little dangerous but its always a rush to get to a peak or spot and feel a sense of accomplishment its also good exercise. i hope i can hike for the rest of my life.

Love of the Hunt

Growing up i was always apart of the journey to grandpas cabin for the annual hunt i don't remember much from my younger days but i remember the feelings of being with loved ones out in the woods enjoying the cool crisp mornings and the deep sunsets in the evening. some people think hunting is wrong but its not just going out and killing animals its much more then that its all about the memories you create with your friends and family, and when you actually kill the animal that's apart of American history. we also don't waste the meat me and my family eat it. when you hunt you always must treat the animal with respect. when i was twelve i shot my first deer and i remember the shot like it was yesterday since then i have been lucky enough to have many more successful hunts not all mine it is awesome to see your friends and family be successful and see the excitement and adrenaline that you have felt. people that are against it usually have never been apart of it. it is one of the most amazing and fun things i get to do every year.

blue sky

today i asked the sky how it was feeling it replied strong and swift as if it hadn't been talked to for years. the sky said to me its lonely. "I do nothing i sit and watch the life on earth go round and round all day and i just sit. i see the good and the bad and the bad i cant help fix i just sit. know one really cares about me. mabey i should leave but i cant i just sit. people dont like it when im sad they complain about my tears that flow from my inner soul but still i just sit. sometimes im happy and when im happy life is happy sometimes but know one thanks me i just sit. the only thing that makes me feel wanted is my best friend the sun he lights my day and keeps me strong even though i just sit i have an impact on life so great people forget about it. sometimes i forget it would be nice for more people like you to say hello. Thank you.

dogs

i love my dog so much she runs and plays and chews and sleeps and chew everything in my house and pees on the floor and eats all my chocolate when im not looking and starts a secret dog fighting ring in my back yard and slobers on my homework and bites little people and breaks into my fridge and eats all my food and growls at nice old ladies in the park and chews on the drapes over my windows and thinks that my family room is a swimming pool and thinks my backyard is a gold mine she has to dig up everything. but for the most part i still love my dog.

WALKING TO NOWHERE

As i breathe deep in and out i feel ice running down my throat, step by step i slowly run into a dark hole, what is this hole i dont know the only thing on my mind is the last thing that is on my mind, i walk never taking a step, i walk falling because my knees are shaking so bad, i walk towards a pillar of dust so far away no matter how fast i run i cant catch it, i walk slowly drifting into a deep sleep and in my dreams i walk but in this dream i dont wake up only the soul inside me pulls me threw and i still, WALK.

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Fears

I am proud to say that I am 100% terrified of spiders. I guess I get it from my mom. spiders suck there tiny little evil specimens that should be banished from the earth. I dont understand how people can study spiders and enjoy there presence. there so creepy, and I cant imagine the stories people tell about how when your sleeping they crawl into your mouth and down your throat. it makes me cringe. its not just spiders its pretty much all little insects that creep and crawl around the earth. for example a couple months ago i was picking my friend up from his house and when he opened the door he threw something at me i didnt know what he threw and it waws really making me mad. then about 100 yards from his house i looked down at my leg and discovered a massive beetle sitting on my lap i freaked i stopped in the middle of the road and started going crazy i flung my door open and swatted every part of my body til i was confident that the evil big was gone.

music

I love music so much it is so important to me. I listen to music when i workout, i listen to it when i am trying to fall asleep, i listen to it in the car. If i did not have any music to listen to i think i would go crazy. I also love to make music even though im not the best I love to play the guitar, drums, and sing whenever i can create a sound that sounds good to me i feel a sense of accomplishment. and after trying to write songs which im not very good at i found a new appreciation for the lyrics of songs and the meanings behind them.

Thinking

when i am alone i think about a lot of things. I think about what i want to do in my life, i try to find anything that i can do to satisfy myself. i think about the man i want to be when i am sent out to live on my own. I think about the example that i set for younger people or even people my own age. I love to think about stuff that i have not done yet. as people we always are thinking and what you think about can help construct the person you become.

working man

For me good honest hard work is fun I love to be out in the field working in the hot sun or when its frozen outside. when i work hard and do a good job i feel satisfied i know that one day i will be able to provide for a family. hard work has been one of the key factors in shaping my character. something that my grandpa always tells me is when you work hard you get to play hard i never understood that until i became a little older.

Love

At this point in my life the only love that i have felt is the love i share with my friends and family. But, someday I know that ill will give someone all the love in my heart. love to me is the most important thing and i want nothing more then to feel the love of a beautiful wife and kids. Love is the reason people work so hard everyday and sacrifice many things just knowing that at the end of the day they will come home to a house of love.

Mud

I've been working on this job site near thanksgiving point putting up a fence for road construction. its been fine for the most part but ever since the sun has been coming out the snow i used to walk on has melted into a sea of mud that i have to battle with everyday it is like my legs are weighed down are a messy sluge. that really tics me off.

Alive

I am so grateful for everything in my life. My family, my friends, the time I get to spend doing things I love. But, without hard work and adversity I wouldn't appreciate all the little things in my life as much as I do. I know that everything that happens to me in my life in the end can only make me a better, stronger person.

An American Icon

Hello my pen name is Honus Wagner he is thought by many people to be one of the best, if not the best baseball players of all time. he is also famous for being the first baseball player to be put on a card. The card was placed in cans of tobacco and sold to thousands of fans across the nation.